Hello guys!

It's been a week since I've posted a journal entry. So how've you guys been?

My life is like a roller coaster right now. Because I have to (still) go through the hell in high school that we know called "bullying". Yes, even people like me have been bullied.

Truth be told, I'm a really sensitive person. And I have a really bad temper. I really hate being called ugly and a baby. And also fake or faking my feelings. Yes I know that I'm not ugly, but it still affects me since I was called ugly a lot as a child. I was even beaten up just because I was weak, couldn't defend myself, and because I resisted. I hated it about the people around me. So I most likely get mad or start crying because I am hurt by words that really stupid people say to me.

And being called a baby. I really never let things go. If you did something to me and it really hurt me a lot, I will hold on to it until I find a way to get back at you. The only way I will let go is if you apologize properly to me and I will forgive you, unless you did something worse than what happened previously.

Being called fake/faking my feelings. I don't fake my feelings. I do things because I am really hurt. And I don't do things for attention either. I never was one of the people who loved being in the center of attention. If you feel that I get a lot of attention just because I was hurt by someone's stupid name calling, then you're really being ignorant. I know A LOT of people who fake their feelings and do it for attention. And trust me, I can tell whether or not people fake their feelings because of how they act at first. I just look at them as if they were pathetic losers.

AND NOW IN OTHER NEWS!

I'm not going to be home tonight or tomorrow. This is because I have a performance. I'm going to leave soon because I have to meet my aunt at the church that she attends. Other than that, when I get home, it's straight to college applications, portfolios, and school work. Oh goodness. We are going to start "A catcher in the Rye" soon in English class. I wonder what will happen in terms of essays and class discussions.

Serenity is slowly progressing, so I'll update it as soon as I can. All I have to do is fill in a MAJOR gap between what I wrote in 10th grade and what I wrote in 11th grade. I hope that everything goes well in life and in my book.

See ya later~!